She takes out her jar of money, and breaks it. She doesn't have much money,because she never had anything that lasted to much in her life. Everything seemed to just come and disappear in seconds and get lost in memories and never-turning back moments.
She start counting out loud her tiny amount of money. Five pounds coins. What can you buy with five pounds ? Can you buy exactly what you need?
The girl takes one pound, and puts the rest of it back. Takes the coin in her left hand and with a melancholic smile runs away. She always have been a runaway child with bigger dreams then her ambitions.Running away wasn't something she would do,but sometimes was exactly what she needed from this life. To run and never look back.
Unfortunately it's never enough to leave everything behind and forget about people, if the people you want to forget about are still thinking constantly about you and make you be alive in their pathetic life.
The door is open. She grabs the knob and push it even harder. In her mind everything is like a silent war of thoughts and she feels the gravitation is pulling her down with every step she takes. But she arrived.
Who would ever imagine that you can buy a little piece of love from an ordinary store. "A store is a place where people go and buy their everyday needs for a decent life",she said in her mind. "What I need in my everyday life, is love. It's that little shy smile, a look in my eyes for only one second , a routine question and a goodbye ... And all of this from this stranger who reminds me of someone I used to know long ago. Some strangers just really make me feel like home. "
I pay one pound.

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